Sorry….

Sorry for being annoyed..
If you feel hurt, please forgive me
It’s not me. I don’t want to hurt anyone I love..
I just feel that my life is gonna be harder and harder..
I just can’t hold my tears down, hard for me to control my emotion…
I wanna shout but I cannot shout because I think it’s cruel…
I wanna tell  you, but I can’t because I think this is my own problem not yours
I just need times, times  for my own to cry, to think about what I should think, alone
Never ask me to discuss about my problem when I’m down
Because you will not look as a savior. I am sure it will not help me to feel better
I am really sorry for crying, for not telling you, for not answering, for everything…
I just can’t share my life to you… I love you but it’s not enough for you to know everything about me
I don’t want to make your life harder as mine
I will stand on my own feet as long as I think I can
I will not ask other people’s help unless I really need it

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on April 9, 2011 at 5:50 pm